▒ ╭❤╯Niema❤╮朝圣者

                                                                                                                  

  they think i am a normal girl except my best friends...

  i have many firends know me but i only have little best friends who really

  understand me...

  my girl who lives together with me she usually tells me u are not normal

  people... u are ill !!

  okay... i did kill-self two years ago ...a lot of reasons --my family my lover

  and my friends

  actually ...it was the worst time in my life ...i don't know who i am

  i don't know what will i do and how to live in this world

  okay ... i have to recognize i was  ill that time ---the self-closing and

  depression... it was so bad to me

  every day i hade only two words in my head "kill myself"

  and then i went to hospital got some medicine

  in this two years i was getting stronger and stronger cause

  my exeperience and my best friends' words....

  now i think i am a normal people cause i don't do the ''kill-self''

  again i think i am ok now

  but the girl who lives with me together she usually tell me

  'you are a strange girl and you have self-closing"

   i thought everyone lives the same way like me

   but now i know i am different from the normal people

  i usually chat with myself when i do something i don't want

   to talk to anyone when i find something interesting i laugh and talk

   with myself if someone talk to me i feel very disgusting

   when i am listen to the electronic music , hiphop music and

   dancing in the clubs i feel that i am only one person who lives

   in this world......

   many people want to paly game or talk to me in clubs if i don't want

   to talk i say ''sorry i wanna play with myself''

   then many of tha people don't like me if they don't understand me

   i think ---okay...i don't care if u happy or mind ..i do the thing i want

   to do ...i ony want to get my happyness...

 everyday i only want to stay in home except going to school

   and going to the clubs

   my firends tell me '' u must go out with us with your friens to have

   dinner or go some many interesting palce"

   but i tell my friens " i ony want to stay at home with myself whatever

   what u wanna do u can go and do something u want . do not consider

   me ..."

   she never be angry with me cause she undestand me

 okay...... i tell u guys ...i live in my own world and i am happy

    i am a monster whatever if  u like or hate me and if u wanna be

     friend with me

  i am a monster......

live in sheraton hotel [my own life]

                                                  永远可以让女人在她的装扮下变成贵妇的就是chanel
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　                                                 但是对于我来说时装包包这么贵　就不划算了......